Confessions of a Teenage Train Wreck

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU!!!!

I've said it for almost the past 3 years now but

when I leave I really never will be speaking to you again.

I tried to actually include you in my life tonight and introduce

you to my boyfriend.

You put on your fake little smile and for some dumb reason I thought things

actually were going well.

I hung out with him and we packed up his stuff and drove him back to his

dorm with his sister.

I came home 6 minutes after the curfew you set for me.

It was the first time I have ever EVER tried to abide by it and you flipped shit on me for it.

You said you were up all night worrying about me...

BITCH I STAY OUT UNTIL 5 AM SOME NIGHTS AND YOU DONT SAY OR DO SHIT!

AND I COME HOME 6 MINUTES AFTER MIDNIGHT AND ITS A SIN AGAINST HUMANITY.

You kept telling me I lie to you... I do what I say and say what I do.

I offered to have every friend I hang out with come to the house at once

to attest to that.

You said no, You know its true.

I need to get away from you so badly.

My cousin offered me a place to stay in Cali about a month ago,

he said he always has room for me.

You don't know that.

I hate you even more each day and each day, I get closer and closer to wanting to

just go there and never look back.

You think you are an amazing parent and you do so much for me...

WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I TRIED KILLING MYSELF?

MY FRIENDS WERE THERE. YOU WERENT.

YOU KNEW IT HAPPENED AND YOU NEVER SAID A FCKING WORD TO ME!

Yeah, your a good parent alright.